Another One Bites the Dust! This song has been stuck in my head all day at college yesterday. Not a bad song to be walking around singing I must say :) But it did have me walking funny cos I was walking to the beat in my head. I looked like I was either in pain in the rectal area, or trying..TRYING.. to be gangster.
Today wasn't great. I b/p about 4 times and I feel absolutely disgusting. I did however, go on the stair-stepper and burned 500 calories because I'm not too sure how much I consumed. I'm also going to do crunches. Around 50. I have to practice doing crunches cos I'm not used to them. Because of my atrocious behavior today, I have decided to fast tomorrow.
I'm fed up of looking in the mirror and despising what I see. I'm going to get down to 100lbs. Thats that. I want that waif look that Kate Moss has. I find it perfect. I'm hell bent on being like that. I've been watching Fashion TV all day and its given me the motivation I need to lose those damned 26lbs of fat hanging to my body. They must melt away by the 1st of July when I leave to go to university. If it hasn't gone by then I'll take it as a sign that I am a failure and will be for the rest of my life. I know that sounds a little eccentric but its my motivational push to get to where I want to be.
I have so much work to do its unbelievable. I have to apply to university, I have to complete all my assignments, I have to revise for exams, I have to keep my weight down and the list goes on. I can't wait for June/July when I can flop down and relax but until then its go go go.. the up side is I tend to forget to eat when I'm always on the go.
Back to work!
Jess xx
THINSPIRATION OF THE DAY
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