I Binged. And I couldn't Purge. I fucking Binged. My stomach has blown up and I'm bloated and ugh. Let this post be a reminder to me next time i feel the urge to eat.
I ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate until I realised what I had done and couldn't undo the damage. Oh I have never felt my heart sink deeper than what it did today. I let myself down. I promised myself today would be the day I would start a new and become who I wanted to be. But NO. My fat ugly mug had to stuff itself again and again and again and again. NO MORE! No more saying I will start again, No more saying tomorrow is a fresh start NO. 15th February is the day I turn things around for me. I cannot fuck up, I must not fuck up or I shall be a failure for the rest of my life.
From
The Fat Fucking Failure
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